Some times I am a little regret not trying love during university life. No matter love will be succeeded or not. Love is a kind of feeling. When I want to touch love I always tell myself to be rational. I am a poor guy, I am a little afraid of getting hurt, and also I do not know where is my future, whether we shall be together or not. Maybe there are too many reasons for me to not approach love. It was funny. Some people maybe think I am a timid person toward love. I do not agree. Maybe I am too careful about love. Also I am a person who is easy to change my own feeling. I am easy to like a girl and then another girl. I hope I will not do something wrong to let somebody and myself get hurt.
Sometimes I feel lonely. I hope to find a person to share my feeling with. But I just share it by myself. Sometimes I have an impulse to find a girlfriend, but I press this feeling. Only one time I did not press my feeling, I showed my love to a girl and I failed. It was the first time in my life to do this thing. But it made me become more realistic and mature. Because I am still young, young man always like to do something without thinking about the result. In my opinion love is holy. I regard love as a good thing. Love is not a game; love is a kind of responsibility. I have dreamed about love. But I know that dream and fact are not always the same.
During university one girl has showed love to me, also it was the first time a girl asked me to be her boyfriend. I think it is ridiculous, but I thank her appreciation. we only know each other for less than a month. I do not believe love at first sight. You do not understand each other and you gather together maybe the result will be bitter. One person has said people do not know each other they want to know each so they get married, after they understand each other, they break up.
